Maia. Her name is Maia and I miss her. That's all I wanted to tell her when she got home. 

"I miss you and I want you back in my life." 

I still haven't had the chance to do that. 

Maybe I'm just to slow when it comes to relationships. I always try to play it safe but end up getting left behind. I just never had the timing. Probably never will. 

What worries me is that I won't get to see the new friends I made because I don't want this to get awkward. I'm probably the one who's going to make things awkward. Oh well though, I tried and things didnt work out. 

So remember what I did and move on right? Don't forget the hurt from this. Remember and move on. 

Be happy.